going home

Date: Saturday, December 31, 2005
Time: 8:22:00 PM

School is gonna reopen in 3 days time. Im kinda anticipating it, not knowing what to expect though. Part of me feels so excited as I can finally meet all my long lost frens in Singapore, another part of me feels scared oso as im not sure whether im fully prepared to face all the upcoming challenges. The topics will be much tougher and the workload will definitely be increasing. Moreover, I need time also to adapt to the new environment. I have just shifted to a brand new hostel, nus high school hostel which is located at clementi. The rooms are like super nice, but the weird part is that there is a toilet in the middle interlinking with another room. So u cant really tell whether it is a twin-bedded or a four-bedded room. Whatever it is, it is jus darn nice. It is the first hostel I stay in so many years that I can get to see the world outside, unlike the previous hostels that I stayed in which is either located uphill or at some hidden places......

And I have made a really important decision which changes my j2 life altogether last week.
I decided to quit ogl. Im not sure whether I have made the correct decision. Im gonna miss all the fun and all the opportunities to interact with the juniors. But for my own sake, I guess I have done the right thing. I was feeling so tired after shifting hostel last week and I really had no energy left to attend the camp. Besides, if im to be an ogl, I dun think I will be able to catch up after that. I jus cant afford to miss so many lessons and lectures. I know I have disappointed some people and im really sorry for that. Wish that o1 will be a great success and f2 will be doing jus fine.

Alright, going back to Singapore again tomorrow. Time to start working hard again.
Exams and tests, im back!!!

Happy 2006! :-)

Date: Wednesday, December 21, 2005
Time: 5:15:00 PM

Maybe becuz I have not been doing my work consistently, I realized that my brain isnt quite working anymore. Have been slaving over the chem notes for the past one week, trying to complete the chem holiday assignments before school reopens. And guess what? I have managed to finish them all jus half an hour ago. There are some questions I am not quite sure though. Oh man, this is real worrying cuz the questions are not really hard and some of them are even very straightforward and simple, cant imagine how Im gonna sit for my a levels later next year. Hmm....I have more or less finished my homework, think there is only maths left. Sigh, I will get headache everytime when it comes to maths. I have always been very bad at maths, which I have no idea at all why it is so. Im jus slow. Smart but slow. Sigh, what am I taking about? Im like contradicting myself. Haiz, forget it, my brain is jus not working very well.

Talking about life. I have been leading a highly abnormal lifestyle since holiday started. Sleep when im not sleepy, eat when im not hungry, and slack when im supposed to do work. Think this is the worst kind of holiday life I have ever had and this is seriously very wrong. But who cares? Holiday is meant to be enjoyed!!! Hahaha. See, even my speech has become so crappy.

Okies, jus a short update. People, dun get me wrong ok? Though I have been very slack, im still a useful person alright? At least I made the effort to complete my work.
K people, merry xmas in advance.
Cya soon.
Cheerios.

Date: Thursday, December 15, 2005
Time: 10:00:00 PM

it has been sucha long time since i last blogged.
not that i dun wanna update, but sometimes i jus feel so lazy. it feels fantastic being able to slack arround without having to worry about school work. i feel that holidays had jus started not long ago and now i have only 3 weeks left before school reopens. and the best part is that i havent done anything at all. not only that i havent finished any homework, i also havent studied for the many coming tests yet. not even a single page of my notes. haha. think it is really time for me to start working again, it is really not very right for me to behave this way. and the saddest part is that i have put on WEIGHT!! oh my god...my face is getting rounder and rounder and i can do nothing about it. think it's something inevitable with the kind of unhealthy lifestyle im having. yes, it's time to start working again.
not that i didnt do anything that is meaningful in this holiday. i took part in the ntu jc challenge residential program two weeks ago at ntu and it totally perked me up!!! at first i thought it would be dry and boring because of all the seminars and lectures but it turned out to be such fun. not only had i got to learn a lot, we also got to know a lot of people from other jcs and to build rapport with them. the games were interesting and exciting, and the visits and lectures were all eye-opening and invigorating. i can still remember on the 1st day of the camp we didnt really know each other very well. however after the 1st day, we have all miraculously become very close and we managed to also forge very strong friendship. the whole experience was interesting, and the 'parties' and 'interaction sessions' with students from other jcs at night were particularly fun. and we had a very cute and fun student mentor to guide us along also, making our stay there even more fun. he's this 3rd year engineering student from ntu and he was such great brother to all of us.
on the last day of the camp all of us were so reluctant to leave and till now i still miss the camp very very much. think i will not have another chance to take part in this kind of program anymore. hopefully we will be doing fine for our project in the coming two months. the end of the camp marks the beginning of a lot more hardwork and till now im still not quite sure about the project that we are doing. sighhhh. conceptwise i'm still very 'blur'. sighhhh.

k think that's all for this time.
good luck everybody.
and enjoy for the rest of the holidays.